SAD GIRL WOMAN

SAD GIRL WOMAN
So the Drs. At Lafayette Clinic put me on meds, they were studying to be a Dr. at Lafayette Clinic. But since I was a baby 'til 24 yrs. Of age, my and dad neglected me, mom pulled my hair and my dad beat me and banged my head 'til I had seizures. How would I know; my mom told me or I would be in the hospital and find out that way. But not once did I get taken away from my parents for being neglected when I ended up in the hospital.
See, even when I got older and knew better I still didn't tell no one because I was afraid to; 'til one day when I was 24 yrs. Old, I was black and blue like you wouldn't believe on my face. So then I had another seizure then my eyes were so bad I needed to see a specialist for several months. But I didn't call police; I was worried about my mom having a place to stay and I loved my parents. My dad never touched me again and he said he was truly sorry and I believe him, and he never did and I'm 45 yrs. Old now.
I moved out of my parents' house when I was 26 yrs. Old. Had a lot of stress with my parents still but not as much; more relaxed at my place but then I got more address stress with my boyfriend (now husband) and friends (past friends). No more head injuries from no one since my dad, when I was 24 yrs. Old.
But I will always have mental illness, and there's nothing wrong with that; you're just slower at some things than other things.
But I think all I have now is not being able to deal with stress, so when I can't deal with stress in a health way I pass out. So I still needed to talk to my doctor before I go off of the meds.
From SAD GIRL WOMAN 10-28-08